Awaits Pain
Everyday I woke up thinking bout you
They said when you in love that’s only thing you can think of.
I guess they were right
I miss your smile
I miss your vibe
I miss your scent
I miss your voice
But
I hate buts
You never show up
I waited and waited but I never got that chances.
You ask me to stay, so I stay, done.and I’m happily wait. But where are you?
Where?
Did you have problem?
Did you got sick?
Can anyone tell me?
Can you just tell me?
Then furious explode
My heart feels so much pain
Never felt that way
But honesty eats me
It’s killed me
It’s hurting even more
coz I’m hurting you.
But
I hate buts
Is it so wrong that I’m being honest with you?
I waited for you. Remember?
It’s been a week. No it’s been months.
But i was patiently await.
I hate buts
You never show up.
I must be really nobody to you.
Your horoscope said you only care when you felt matters.
I guess they were right.
I saw every word you said to me.
Sometimes it’s beyond my imagination if it’s for me?
It’s just too good to be true.
Now its scattered like a broken mirror.
Because what i did
Because i mad
Because i hurt you
Because i followed my furious mind
You’re right
You always right
I was emotionally unstable
I was possessed
I was mad
And I’m sorry
I cry
I did
I regret
I did
I just wanted you to know
You are special
You are the one
You are the only one
You are the first
And it was my fault coz drown us into this darkness
My hand hurts right now but nothing hurt even more that hate from you.
Madness doesn’t make me felt any better.
Believe me this is the last thing i want.
So i said it first
Three words eight letters
I LOVE YOU
Morning
I woke up this morning, its afternoon by the way, wishing that you were by my side. Looking at you sleeping is one of precious moment i have with you. You told me you hate it when people do that, I guess you too pretty makin’ them fascinated.
